Sunday, October 10, 2010


i feel soooooooo messed up inside its not eveen funny... how could he flip out like that infront of my friend i feel so embarressed and whats worse is i still love him..wtf is wrong with me

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

She's the Best Mother Ever....Honestly


"I HOPE MY MOM KNOWS HOW MUCH I LOVE HER...HOW MUCH I APPRECIATE HER...HOW MUCH I LOOK UP TO HER..HOW ONE DAY I HOPE TO BE AS SUCCESSFUL AS HER...LATELY SHES SOO SAD..AND I HATE TO THINK THAT IM APART OF THAT BECUZ SHE DESERVES SO MUCH MORE THEN THAT..I JUST HOPE SHE DOESNT GIVE UP ON ME ANYTIME SOON...I LOVE YOU SO MUCCH I JUST WANTED THE WORLD TO KNOW THAT ..."

Panda Love


did u know that As few as two panda bears and as many as five will typically compete for the right to breed and choose there mate. The largest male usually emerges the victor after some roaring and aggressive pushing... and The female panda will attract her mate with scent-marking by peeing on a tree rubbing it...haha thats crazy

SomeTimes i Let My Anger Get the Best of Me #SadFace

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Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Crazy/Beautiful

You can say were like the couple in crazy/beautiful...hes the hott smart family guy and im the crazy bitch who has really bad issues lol...but in the end despite all my flaws hes still here...and i dunno why .i ask my self how can ppl put up with me because im so complicated... i require so much attention sometimes i like to be treated like a princess ...list goes on and on ...and all he wants is my love...yet im so stubborn and i want everything my way.. i dont think i do this on purpose tho ive always been this way .sometimes i dont understand my self and why i am the way i am, it can be sooo ugggghhhhh sometimes.. i think it has alot to do with apart of my past...but im working on it... might not seem like it but i am ...just the pase of it is like a snail walking lol..one day i know ill be able to be deeper in love then i am now and when that day comes imma thank god sooo much because ive been wanting to be able to feel that again...i hope my baby learns to be more patient on how i am because one day i know we'll be something great :)

Wednesday, June 9, 2010


i went to church the other day and when i was listening to the songs that guy was performing it just got to me....i dont wanna be how i am anymore i wanna be better, i wanna be a better mother even tho im a good one, a better person even tho im not a bad one, and a better lover even tho i knw i can be the best one...i need change in my life and im starting to see what needs to be done and how to do it ...i cant expect things to be handed to me all the time i need to learn how to be more independent...not for anyone but for myself and my son...i need to learn to love and let it in..i hve no clue why im so scared to commit. but i hope all my goals get accomplished before its too late...